Thursday, October 18, 2018

Heart Attack


Feelings of blue come rushing in
Your tide is pulling me out again
All i want to do is just fade away
Find different colors than blue and gray.

How many times can I get hurt?
Each time it gets a little worst.
It’s always bright right at the start
But now I’m sitting here in the dark.

You walked out on me
And i sat patiently
You said it would all workout
Feelings of hope, have turned to doubt
So I’ll, cry, tears each night
And I’ll, buy, one more flight
And maybe
I won’t come back.
Anything’s better
Than a heart attack.

What I would give to see your eyes
Wanting to call but my tongue is tied
Can’t see another pic of you with him
how much longer can i hold this in?

Keep waking up cold and alone
Days keeping coming and then they go
Telling everyone I’m doing fine
Truth is i can’t get you off my mind

You walked out on me
And i sat patiently
You said it would all workout
Feelings of hope, have turned to doubt.
So I’ll, cry, tears each night
And I’ll, buy, one more flight
And maybe
I won’t come back.
Anything’s better
Than a heart attack.

Can’t keep on carrying this weight.
Just wanna smile that isn’t fake.

I, cried, tears last night
And i, bought, one last flight
And maybe
I won’t come back.
Maybe.
Just maybe.