Heart Attack

Feelings of blue come rushing in

Your tide is pulling me out again

All i want to do is just fade away

Find different colors than blue and gray.

How many times can I get hurt?

Each time it gets a little worst.

It’s always bright right at the start

But now I’m sitting here in the dark.

You walked out on me

And i sat patiently

You said it would all workout

Feelings of hope, have turned to doubt

So I’ll, cry, tears each night

And I’ll, buy, one more flight

And maybe

I won’t come back.

Anything’s better

Than a heart attack.

What I would give to see your eyes

Wanting to call but my tongue is tied

Can’t see another pic of you with him

how much longer can i hold this in?

Keep waking up cold and alone

Days keeping coming and then they go

Telling everyone I’m doing fine

Truth is i can’t get you off my mind

You walked out on me

And i sat patiently

You said it would all workout

Feelings of hope, have turned to doubt.

So I’ll, cry, tears each night

And I’ll, buy, one more flight

And maybe

I won’t come back.

Anything’s better

Than a heart attack.

Can’t keep on carrying this weight.

Just wanna smile that isn’t fake.

I, cried, tears last night

And i, bought, one last flight

And maybe

I won’t come back.

Maybe.

Just maybe.